Hi!

 Hi! 
This is Jahnavi - and I have been wanting to do this since forever. 
To be able to have a record of my life, to record tiny minute details- without the desire to be read or seen, is what I have always desired. 
Okay, to be fair, I do aspire to be big enough one day to publish an entire account of my experiences, but for now, just being able to read this, someday in the future and look at how far I've come would do. 
To be able to know that I've built everything on hardwork, values and the support of my family and friends and read about every learning, every hardship and every mistake. The desire is not to vent, but to share, not to record, but to live, and someday- to relive. 

I pick this up today as I await work on my internship at a top consulting company. See, now the reason why I didnt write the company maybe indicates the will to be read or heard or seen somewhere- or the fear that stems from it. 

What matters is, I am at home, in the comfort of my family, with my mother who loves me enormously. I am so grateful for her. She is the best. 

Today I have three options (apart from work): 
1. To build a photo journey of my memories from SPJIMR 
2. To learn excel 
3. To read The Great Gatsby 

Its weird that any desire to do timepass or watch a TV series doesnt cross as the first option. I don't think that brainrot- "The summer I turned pretty etc etc" is worth anyway. I mean, its engaging but only entangles me within the confines of my own overthinking brain. Its vain,  so to say. 

But yes, I'll keep returning to this blog, occasionally, or very often, but hopefully always, unfiltered. 

XO,

Jahnavi